Each day feels so different to me, sometimes I understand myself, and most of the time I dont. As I lie on my bed every midnight I get these realizations about the things I could have done differently within the day, I'd be overthinking so much to the point where I can't sleep and I slowly see the sunrise thru my window.
The whole 3rd quarter for me was so overwhelming, I felt so much so much emotions and made so many decisions that I wouldn't think that it would make much of a difference in my life. I was at my lowest these past few months, with no one to reach out and open up to but I'm glad that it somehow got a little better. Got into things that I'm not supposed to and met people who I wouldn't think will make me feel these emotions, good and bad. Discovered new hobbies that would make me distracted and take out the stress that I feel.
I think I changed, not sure if for the better or worse I just know I changed. I hope this upcoming quarter and months get better for me and for you who are reading this and I just wanna say that you should try to stay strong for yourself and find a healthy coping mechanism.
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